Dear blog,
Firstly, this time i hope can used fully in english. Just for preparation of MUET. For anybody who will felt to vomit if read this post, please do not read. Because today i also want to write about my personal thing.
The story began when the first time i enter to this kolej. Everything was normal until i found him. He just a normal guy. Sometime people will thing he was weird, but i thing he was cute. With his own style. As a woman, i only can like him, but for expressed my feeling, huh i don't thing so. I still has a dignity. I will not embarrassed myself. Never and ever.
When i know he has been couple with my friend, i feel very sad, but it is ok because i can see a smile at his eyes. But, there is something that i feel aggrieved when I find out that my friend only want to played with him. Do you know how much i mad of.
Now the girl already disappear form my kolej. One years later, i still like him, and as usual, he doest'n know about my feeling. And after that, again he couple with my classmate. This time i'am surely confident that she sincerly like him.
The problem now is, i cannot lied to myself that i don't feel anything when saw them. I feel jealous when they walking together, wearing a dress of the same color, talking together. Infront of him, l lough, but inside of my heart, i was crying. Nobody know about this feeling. I have nobody to talk to. I know i not deserved to thing like that. but i also a woman that have a feeling. Want to be love and be loved. But, i still believed at destiny. Someday, there will something for me. insya'allah. salam
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